"I wanted to jump down from a building...but i didn't dare...i wanted to slash my wrists, but i didn't dare either...so i cut my hair" Mrs Koh said sth bout haircutting...no mood to say haha. just don't care bout anything anymore, just want to die...nothing is worth living for...i need to die...nothing bother anymore..no her not me...i don't care anymore..

i want to cry...but no more tears..
i want to talk...but no one hears...

Thanks Yujin, Jill, Eunice, Suxin, Cheryl...and ld ppl who cheered me up...really thanks...and sorry eunice, for getting scolded for talking while comforting me =) and Yujin...for listening to my crap...