OMG!!!!!! piano resumes!! I decided, I'm going to quit. so tiring to worry bout whether i practised piano. so tiring trying not to burst out in tears when she scolds me for not practicing. It's not like i don't wanna practice. Partly coz I'm lazy, but partly coz my house everyday got visitors, sorta like a pubilc place, so i can't disturb ppl. Even when no one's arnd but my dad or sister there, i can't practice. Only my grandmother and maid can tolerate my playing...

so tired man...there this phy tuition tcher who calls ppl "stooopid feller", "crazy fool", "madman". i thinks she's the crazy one. teachers shouldn't scold and condemn students. Of course dicipline is necessary(and some of really need it), but teachers shouldn't call us names like "untalented". Do you think I'm untalented? I've got nothing to prove that i'm not, so maybe I am "untalented", but still i think that teacher should put it in a nicer, less hurting way.

sigh man!!! like half more hr to piano, and i haven't practiced a single crap. for a mth. my exams are in 2 mths. i can't play ath. i'm dead. i'm stressed. i'm to blame.