Sunday, August 10, 2003

Androphobia- Fear of men.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.

more at phobialist.com they're quite useful to know actually..i mean useful to show off.

According to Reader's Digest, true phobics experience racing heart, sweating, difficulty breathing, a sense of imminent death and an overwhelming need to flee. so it can't be wrong. I'm a true phobic. i experience all the symptoms!!!!!!!!

I'm going to die!!!! I don't think it's her bday after all!!!!!!!!! ok even if it is, she IS angry!!!!!! she is lor!! she's going to cha2 ge4 shui3 luo4 shi2 chu1 and then if she knows it's me, she'll kill me!! Or worse expel me!!! arghghghgh!! She'll single me out and malu me and scold me and glare and give that look that'll make me squirm in my seat.

again, according to the same source, the way to overcome a phobia is to FACE YOUR FEAR. i can't do that. i'm not coming to sch on tues if my phobia really gets the better of me.

from today onwards, I'll lead a quiet, passive life. i won't step out of my comfort zone and do things i would never dream of daring to do. Recently I've been very brave. much too brave for me. daring to go against Mrs Tian like 3 times, daring to kiss wadever heart, daring to XXX XXXXXXXX, daring to XXXX XXX X XXXXXXX....wad am i doing??? I may be brave enough to do these things, but am i brave enough to face the consequences???

maybe the goats heart thingie was ok. it wun get me into any big trouble. maybe ponning ld isn't that big hooha also. I have extremely valid excuses and Mrs Tian won't eat/expel/kill/malu me. Her punishments and scolding are bearable...hey! I feel myself starting to LIKE her. ok the worst is that. if the school can suspend a girl because of a stupid letter, they can jolly well expel me or send me to girls' home/ jail for this tao1 tian1 da4 zui4...

i love you st nix. you're the best part of my life. it's been nice knowing you. take care and i'll always love you.....always!!!!

ndp...aiyah can't see fireworks!! but can hear some of the sounds like aeroplanes and what-have-they. "one singapore...one nation strong and free, thousand diff voices, sing in harmony. we wil stand together, together hand in hand as one united ppl, for singaopre....MY HOMELAND!!!!!!!"