Now i truly understood the meaning of "Don't cry coz it's over, smile coz it happened." suddenly, all the beautiful, unforgettable events and people in my life this year seems like a faraway, unreachable dream... which i have woken up from. i can't bear to think of the day when i graduate from st nix...a total nightmare. it will be like cutting of my flesh, a part of me, stripping away my history.

I will be a teacher in st nix when i grow up. this is my dream...or if cannot, then i want to be a clerk or even the cleaner in the school. coz i know, i'm soooo attached to st nix that life without it would be colourless, soundless, tastless, monotonous even lifeless....

sang the sch song dunno how many times today...and still can't get enuff of it. i'm feeling to nostalgic, so patriotic.