Sunday, October 26, 2003

omg! omg!! just saw Mr Wong in the ad for brainest teacher!!! they say he and Ms Jeya took part. hahaz man! Still think Ms Tan Shu-Wei should take part...see, she's good in geog, politics, general knowledge, history, languages... AND...she reads the newspapers.

in the whole of brainest scholar, i only know like less than 10 qns!! so hard!! the last round i don't even know a single question. i know the coniferous forest, twelfth night, amino acids, bread...among some others...

I need a secretary. Willing to pay. interested pls leave simple CV and resume in my gbk.

Oh man. my memories are gone!! just like a burst bubble. gone with the wind. i can only cry and cry without knowelege of the priceless treasure i have lost. ok, so maybe it's just the messanges in my HP that's gone. bUT there are like 150 of them!!! i can never get them back. the whole of my beutiful S3 life i've been frantically collecting any memory i can collect. like receipts of the things i bought, the menu of the 70th anniversary dinner, our class's flyer during food and fun fair, scripts of skits and plays, poems i've written to people.... seeking for the taste of nostalgia.

but it's all gone. every single one of those priceless sms.

last night i couldn't sleep
i tossed and turned a thousand times
i squinted at the street lamp just outside my bedroom window
i breathed in the dry dry air
my throat cracked, i kept swallowing my saliva
i started to cup my hand over my nose so that i can breath in my more humid exhaled air
but my breaths became faster and shorter
i looked at my luminous watch 3am, 4am
i cried in desperation
i could do many things...but i can't sleep...can't control my own biological clock
my room brightened
then i closed my eyes still trying my best to fall asleep
to no avail
i laid on my back until i started feeling hungry
which was almost noontime
so i "woke up" or rather, left my bed.