sigh sigh sigh. what a dog-eat-dog world. Perhaps's my ups and downs of life ain't as regular as a sine graph, but i definately have my fair share of downs. being sad and able to cry is one thing. being sad and having to smile a darlie smile is another.

Aw... you preachers can go ahead and tell me it's the journey and things i learnt that's important. You are right... for i have tasted failure and the torment of being a hypocrite. You are right, i have been through the journey, albeit a slightly unpleasant one. You are again right, i've learnt to smother my ego and harden my heart. "You are oh-so-right!! I had lots of fun today!!" -smiles brightly-

a bright flowery garden, but beneath there are wells clogged up with desperasion, despair, and water threatening to burst through, to dampen the sunny world outside.

either it's a really hard blow or that i seriously lack AQ. Definately i'd choose to believe in the latter, but deep inside i know it's just me.

Come on. go ahead and preach. even if you don't, someone else will. Like i said, it's a dog-eat-dog world.

all my undone HW are in school. all my tests are untouched. all my life i've been searching for that thing i've yet to find.