OMG! Today is the very very worst day of this year so far!! My heart is like shattered into a million pieces. sobs! Firstly, during assembly today, they announced that Ms Tan is leaving. They even joked that she should add a MRS in front of her name. lolz! I'm under the imperssion that it's what she wants too. Then Karen went to get her email and autograph! Hmph! Sooo jealous. But i only have myself to blame. Anyway, i wasn't in a state of mind to look for her.
Then during recess, tried to get permission From *%^$*^% to go to TCS and watch the finals. Mrs Hoo say i should go. It's very good experience for me lor. But someone kept rubbing salt in my wound and said i shouldn't go coz i'm already kicked out. I'm like soooo desperate to go can??? It's like the biggest compeition in my life and one of the nicest things that ever happened to me. And it's definately an eye-opener. And the finals is the very last chance i can be involved in the GCS and get photos, memories, watch them celebrate and get contact numbers. By the way, RGS won with Bukit View and ACS as runner-ups. Sigh. And i just received this letter:
"Subject: Invitation to the Great Science Challenge Studio Recording
Importance: High
TO ALL SEMI FINAL TEAMS
All semi-final teams are invited to join the recording of the finals.
However, due to space constraint, this invitation is limited to the 5 students
in the team and a teacher.
Thanks and regards
Dear All
This recording would be held on Friday, 13th February 2004 at MediaCorp. If
your teams are keen on attending, kindly report at MediaCorp's Reception at
2.30pm SHARP."
Why can't anyone see how VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY impt this is to me???!!! Esp &^%*&^%. Argh! Can't stand her!! Any inspiring authors writers writing bout monsters, ghouls, pontianaks, should meet her. She will give you an idea on what "horrible" "mean" "unreasonable" is all about.
Then i really cannot stand the thought of not going to TCS. so i broke down.
In the end i neither went for ld nor TCS. I went to do my prototype for tkk...which i regret. coz if i went for ld, i could have gone to TCS in time to watch the finals as well. But i didn't know the filming ended so late. Reached home at 8pm still need to do all the tkk things. Actually i was asked to do less of tkk coz of the GSC, but didn't know we were kicked out so early. hahaz. Have to write article on GCS, but i like writing that. so it's ok. Got lots of stuff to say. =) I guarantee the part about not being able to watch the finals will be dripping with sarcarsm. or else, i'll just write sth along the lines of "We could have gone to watch the finals...but some CCA teacher with limited reason is blinded by her own hate for science and me"
That time i was heavily scolded and punished for going to a very impt sci comp instead of providing carbon dioxide for my CCA mates. Well, we got 2nd. But pity due to time constraint, we couldn't make a speech or sth like that. Coz we were planning to say "We woould like to thank God, Ms Choo, the sch.......and our very understanding CCA teachers for..." Can't wait till July. That's the month the surgeon will remove the cancerous tumour from my otherwise healthy body.
I'm so sad! Depressed!!! my tears fell during eng lesson as well, luckily i was quick to hide them. during the teachers parents meeting, Mrs C told my mother i didn't take notes during lit lesson. Now my mother knows what i'm going in sch. Coz i don't study at home, my mother thinks i pay full attention in class and study in class.
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