Friday, February 11, 2005

Today 30 odd ppl in black went St Nicks. Nothing much lor. We saw almost all of our teachers, crashed classes... but one significant thing was that Ms Nair said I looked very sad. She's not the only one to say that la. I wonder why. I don't even know whether I'm sad or not. I just know that all my smiles are fake. and i'm putting in lots of effort to smile. I don't like ppl to know my emotions. I want to hone my acting skills.

Oh yes, Saw Ms Tan too. Eye candy. I remember in sec3 she gave me a bar of toblerone for answering a question. I treasured it so much i kept it until now. Expired last year. haha. That's why I dare not present her oranges. She might give me a pair of hers back too. And rotting oranges are worse than rotting chocolates. Oh here's some small talk between her and me.

her: make yourself useful. help me carry something.
me: how are you?
her: great!
me: how's melbourne?
her: Very nice...compared to here
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her: help me wish the rest Happy New Year. (oops i forgotten to)
me: happy valentine's day...
her: (some murmur i didn't catch)

Went for my cousin's birthday party today too. Damn bored there. The only thing that happened was that there was a pair of lesbians there. Wah... my first time seeing a pair of REAL ones. My auntie said St Nicks have a lot. I said fake one. When I entered the house, I saw this flat chested person with short hair that looked neither man nor woman. But very thin. But i know it's female la. I just thought she is a tomboy. But when I saw her behaving so intimately with this chiobu... Anyway that chiobu smiled at me a few times, but very innocently. A pity i didn't manage to find out more about them. Interesting!

Listening to T.A.T.U.'s All The Things She Said.