Monday, March 21, 2005

1. SNGS ELDDS

Sigh. Hate my stooooopid sec school cca. Probably the people there hate despise me too. Esp the teachers, namely Ms Jeya, Mrs Tian, Ms Heng. But it's ok. The feeling is mutual. My cca got B4. Coz of that a lot of things can't apply. OAP in particular. And scholarships too. That's very sad. Coz I everything else meet criteria. It's like some stupid big blemish in my records. To get B4 for cca and higher for everything else reflects very badly on my character.

It's not like I don't put effort in my cca or I'm "utterly useless", "stupid" or "untalented" as they claim. Stupid laarrr!! people cca records filled with things from their cca. Mine only 2 lines. one is member the other is drama presentation which the whole cca took part. Haha luckily for me, I got lots of competition like maths olympiads and tan kar kee. My cca records certificate is still a decent one-page-full.

PEARLS should have been cancelled long ago. Save me from the witches clutches.(rhymes!)

2. SRP

Today went botanical gardens. nothing much there to see. Just the usual greenery. But we got to see the orchid lab!! Inside got cultures and new hybrids no one in the world has ever seen before except the researcher. heehee. Also learnt that there are tetraploid orchids. Usually it's diploid. Used some chemical during meiosis to get it. Quite interesting leh. But I love humans more than plants. If I'm lucky enough to get into SRP I'll probably do cell and molecular biology. not exactly sure what that means, but it's a mouthful that sounds fun.

3. GP

Since I so long nv blog alr, shall type a longer one. Hmmm. Quite sad GP teacher leaving lor. Really hope it's not our fault if not danm guilty one lor. Wonder who will be our new teacher. Hope it's female.

4. My Sweet Audrina

Just finished reading My Sweet Audrina by VC Andrews. It was sort of a haunting novel. But there are loopholes. The whole story plot quite bare. All started from a rape of a 9-year old girl, then the whole family turn upside down trying to 'cleanse" her. And males are portaryed as lustful animals like that. Not one of my favourite books by my favourite author. I still like the Flowers In The Attic series. especially Petals in the Wind.

5. The only thing I ever wanted

I'm extremely sad someone said I shrunk today. I'll do anything for my 7cm. Even exchanging 7a1s for that. my place in hc, my parents pride...yar. I've been trying for 4months to grow taller. 0.4cm is the reward for all my efforts. And i think i shrunk back already la.

6. LightSpeeD

Oh yes!! Good news!! our VBC got in!!! Yeah man!!! LightSpeeD rocksssssss!!! i love lightspeed!! But I damn guilty la. Forgot to key in values the other time. Hope they restart everything. I promise to make it up to my team members. In our class, TertaOil, Teamname and us got in. Haha. Our class is great man. really great.