I am sad. I don't want to hide behind a facade anymore. It's tiring. Half a year in this place has taken it's toll on me. Things are spinning around me, out of my control. I feel very giddy standing in the middle. Those accumulated volumes of unshed tears are getting too heavy for me to carry. I have to let them fall, or I will fall together with them.

Oh yar, just would like to add that I think Mrs Mag Tan is super nice. She is smart lor, can recognise me as the person who either sleep or talk during bio lectures. but she scold me in such an affectionate way that I can feel her sincerity to help me. Zhong4 ren2 suo3 zhi1, her teaching is good and it dosen't hurt she looks hot.

And also, finnnne lor. I'm not going to wear a sari anymore. Crazy! I'm not going to analyse what made you act that way, I know it's just your _ _ _ _.