Friday, August 26, 2005

This will be full of randomness.

Okay. Today's the first time in like few months that I perspired without the help of chillis! Haha. Running during wushu. Almost died. So I stopped. Went class bench. Rest. Talk. Buy Drink. Rest. Go comp lab. And here I am now! Damn jian! But now they having streching. My favourite part. Super guilty. But I'm happy can alr.

In Rome, do as the Romans do. In class, do as my classmates do. I tried. To smile. To speak in their language. To like what they like. BUT, I am different. Maybe I knew right from the start, that I'll never really belong. Super cliched, but yar. Today, again, is a day I felt a sharp pang in my heart because I miss my alma mater so. Coz I was rather sad in school, then I saw Monghun, whose very face brought back many memories of SYSF, SMOF, GSC, 4W...

I have a collection of poems and stories and letters and plays I written or performed. Which is actually quite a thick stack. Sometimes, before I deliver a Vday love letter or sth, I'll zap a copy to keep. Now, looking back at all these, feel so foolish and childish. Still, I'll never throw them away. Funny how I didn't contribute to that stack in this year. Too busy or less emotional?

Certainly not less emotional. Today I was rather stonish in school. Just don't find their jokes funny. So I was very sian. Then after wushu went dinner with some of the class guys for dinner. I really don't know why I enjoy their company better than the class girls'. Then alone in 151 again. Since there's only 1 song in my mp3 player, listened to 93.3. They were playing a familiar song about friendship. Shen1 gan3 dong4? Super nice. Then the DJ started talking bout the topic. Like last time how she and her friends pia for exams tgt, cried tgt, laughed tgt... Tsk, this entry is damn cliched. Yar, then I listen until very touched. They say the closest friendship you'll ever forge is with your JC friends. Then, they just activated my tear glands by playing xi4 shui3 chang2 liu2.

duo nian yi hou, you zai xiang feng
wo men dou you le pi juan de xiao rong

A lesson learnt. Try not to eat too much when dining with a bunch of CHS boys. Unless you don't mind the discomfort that goes along with a full belly laugh on top of a full stomach. And your sphincter muscle should be strong too.

Hello Bel! This is for you. Aiyah. I'm really just joking with you when I said all the tags in your class blog is written by you. But don't shred me. Hey, we have only each other left. Keep Kenneth in your heart. Erm, can massage me please please? Afterall, who taught you that the left side of the heart contains oxygenated blood? All the best for PSLE. Must show THAT FAMILY that OUR FAMILY is BETTER. We'll grow taller, prettier and smarter than those girls. Their mother will cry and envy our mother. Hmph, dare to look down on us. Kao4 ni3 le4. I've no energy left.

Quidam. I want to watch Quidam. Watching Saltimbanco was like a fairytale. At most, I can only afford to buy Alergria VCD. Correction, I'll only allow myself to splurge on the Alergria VCD. I want to join Cirque Du Soleil. As the sweeper also can!