Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Tally for this dengue fever episode:
2 weeks of my youth
over $2000(partially paid by medisave and insurance)
7 injections
4 hospitals, 2 clinics, 1 polyclinic

Today is a slack day man. Went for blood count test again. Wow, my platelets level is above the normal range of 140k-460k, it's 500k! I can donate platelets alr, since Singapore needs it. Today's doctor told me WHO standard say below 50k must have platelets transfusion alr. Mine dropped to 41k before. But was told drop below 30k then need transfusion. And he said one of his patient's platelets level dropped to 1k, and still didn't have transfusion coz it rose to 10k before they could give him. I really should donate platelets, since I can't donate blood.

Yar, then waiting for blood test results, waiting for doctor...did a lot of shopping. Bought:
2 pairs of Nike socks
1 pair of Addidas socks
1 pair of Addidas shoes
1 pair of pink sport shoes
1 pair of heeled slippers
2 sets of pink pajamas (My Melody and Dora! If you don't know who Dora is, your childhood is slightly different from mine)
lots of sweets, cakes, green tea

Shall not say the prices, too reflective of my mother's financial status.

Almost bought an imitation Von Dutch handbag, but I told my mother no. Too ex. Really can't believe I forked out more than twice that amount for that 37degrees bag. Splurge of the year man. But at least I'm using it. I'm really not the typical slipper, nail-polish, handbag or earrings-collecting girl. Maybe I do have a softspot for earrings, but $2 is the limit, unless it has Swarkwoski crystals or sth.

Then there were 2 pairs of slippers. One was super elegant, with a row of crystals(I like crystals), but the heels only 1 inch high. The other was simple and 1.5 inch high. I got the latter coz both me and my mother agree I need height more than anything else. This stupid issue has is really stopping me from living the life i want to live. When can I break free?

Confession: I always look at other girls' legs, esp their calves coz the HC uniform expose that part. Better stop it, or it'll turn into a fetish.

Forever Young (click)

Let's dance in style,
Let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait,
We're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best
But expecting the worst
Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power
But we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit,
Life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won?
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders,
We're getting in tune
The music's played by the madmen

Forever young, I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever
Forever -- and ever

Some are like water
Some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true

Forever young...

By Alphaville/Laura Branigan