Friday, December 30, 2005

Just came back from hospital. Nice experience visiting hospitals, unless you're too sick to enjoy the care and attention, like during my dengue period. Today I wasn't feeling too unwell, just sleepy and lethagic and listless and sian, like how I've been feeling these few days.

In the room was 2 doctors, 2 nurses, my mother and me. That's quite a lot of people. One of the doctors asked me so many questions that she filled 2 sides of paper. Then she also ask me to do lots of things like bending backwards and touching my toes. So then the doctors concluded that my bones are too flexible or something. Then I need to strengthen my muscles to prevent injury. So on doctors orders to do gym training. Referred to physiotherapist to teach me how to strengthen my muscles. Haha quite cool, looking forward to my first session.

The doctors were like very friendly. They were almost goofy. Maybe it's coz it's New Year's Eve.

Then have to take injection. The nurse was very nice. I think she thinks that I might be scared, so she kept talking to me and kept me talking too. But nah, I'm quite surprised myself I'm not scared of injections.

The doctor told me last time people used to try to improve their weaknesses, but now it's better to work on your strengths. I shall think about it. Okay, I've thought about it. I think depends on what area. Like in sports, maybe you should excel in one area, rather than be a jack of all trades and master of none. But like in Os, no point getting 90 for all the math and sciences and failing languages rite? On the cert 100 and 75 is still A1.

How do I know if something is worth pursueing? I know that if I don't fight for what I want, I will definately lose it. But chances of me getting it even if I make huge sacrifices to get it, is still slim. My time is running out, cliched it sounds, it's now or never. Tough decision to make, but I think I have already made it.

It's been a sad Christmas, and it's gonna be a sad New Year. To everyone else, Happy New Year.