FINALLY bought my white belt! But next time don't want to go Bugis on weekends already. Super crowded. Poor Vivien almost fainted. I still felt okay. Not bad for someone totally buried deep inside the crowd, with only other people's stale expired air to breathe. I'm really thankful I'm relatively healthy. If not, I'll really be disadvantaged surviving in this world.

Prescence is impt in surviving in this world too. Unfortunately, like it or not, height and good looks do contribute significantly to prescence. Especially when you're the quiet and shy type. Blending in with the wallpaper is not so bad if the wallpaper is of a very nice design.

Suddenly I'm not interested in nice clothes anymore.

On second thoughts, I'm really not interested in anything now. Only in putting my head at a less negative gravitational potential. Sighhh, but that's not counted.

Long time ago, my civics and moral education taught us to give up our seats to elderly and pregnant people. Yeah, then I tried. Wah lao, the white haired man I tried to offer my seat to, was offended coz I'm implying he's old. Then I malu sit back down. Then today wanted to give up my seat to this woman with a big belly. She's either plain fat or is pregnant. I really couldn't tell, so I just continued sitting down. I think any woman would rather stand for a few minutes than to be called fat.