I seem to have matured and included greens in my diet. People reach an age where they become conscious of what they put into their mouths. Instead of looking at a bag of potato chips and think "yummy!", they look away and think "unhealthy!". I hope it's not a passing phase. My favourite veggie now is ladies's finger. I like the gooey stuff. I also like longbeans. I hate kangkong stem, they are like plastic tubes. I like the kangkong's chilli gravy tho. I like most things spicy.
Sometimes, we gossip about people being fake and hypocritical. Everybody is fake to a certain degree. You cannot express and expose ALL your feelings and opinions rite? Sometimes, it's good for everyone if you just kept your negative thoughts to yourself. There are certain people that most others think are fake. But then, if people can think that they are fake and see through them, then they are not faking it enough. Means that they are not extremely extremely fake. And so, I feel that the pro-est fakers are the people that are fake, yet nobody think that they are fake, and everyone still likes them. I thought I was very good at reading people, but now i think I'm not experienced enough.
Sometimes, on the surface, girls are nicer to other girls, than guys. They also bitch more openly about guys than other girls. (except those they think are flirty) Why? I thought girls are suppossed to like guys? Maybe they don't want to come across as flirty? Quote from Ying, translated by me. "Men's biggest enemies are women. Women's biggest enemies are still women." Guys are nice lor. Physically, they are stronger. Mentally, they are smarter. And they are not easily jealous, petty, vindictive, dao... Hmm, i think I sound like i'm slamming my own gender.
Sometimes, actually most of the time, I will feel quite uncomfortable when I'm walking alone from the audi to LT, or when i'm eating alone in the canteen. Being alone NOT= to being lonely. and definately NOT= to being a loser too. Quote from Jimi, translated by me: "Children who do not play with other children are not good children?" I'll be quite happy being alone, but I don't want to be seen by the other girls chattering away in their cliques. I wish I can be invisible. But my favourite idea of walking in a big group, is when I'm walking a significant distance behind the crowd, with just one other person. Hope it's just a teenage phase.
When I'm writing something relatively private, I'll try to write in long chunky paragraphs coz I know people won't bother to read them. You don't want people to know what you're saying, but you still want to say it. I've seen a few ways of doing so. Mine is the stupidest way i think.
Sometimes, we gossip about people being fake and hypocritical. Everybody is fake to a certain degree. You cannot express and expose ALL your feelings and opinions rite? Sometimes, it's good for everyone if you just kept your negative thoughts to yourself. There are certain people that most others think are fake. But then, if people can think that they are fake and see through them, then they are not faking it enough. Means that they are not extremely extremely fake. And so, I feel that the pro-est fakers are the people that are fake, yet nobody think that they are fake, and everyone still likes them. I thought I was very good at reading people, but now i think I'm not experienced enough.
Sometimes, on the surface, girls are nicer to other girls, than guys. They also bitch more openly about guys than other girls. (except those they think are flirty) Why? I thought girls are suppossed to like guys? Maybe they don't want to come across as flirty? Quote from Ying, translated by me. "Men's biggest enemies are women. Women's biggest enemies are still women." Guys are nice lor. Physically, they are stronger. Mentally, they are smarter. And they are not easily jealous, petty, vindictive, dao... Hmm, i think I sound like i'm slamming my own gender.
Sometimes, actually most of the time, I will feel quite uncomfortable when I'm walking alone from the audi to LT, or when i'm eating alone in the canteen. Being alone NOT= to being lonely. and definately NOT= to being a loser too. Quote from Jimi, translated by me: "Children who do not play with other children are not good children?" I'll be quite happy being alone, but I don't want to be seen by the other girls chattering away in their cliques. I wish I can be invisible. But my favourite idea of walking in a big group, is when I'm walking a significant distance behind the crowd, with just one other person. Hope it's just a teenage phase.
When I'm writing something relatively private, I'll try to write in long chunky paragraphs coz I know people won't bother to read them. You don't want people to know what you're saying, but you still want to say it. I've seen a few ways of doing so. Mine is the stupidest way i think.