It's 1.30am now. Man my shortest day gone just like that. I reached home, then ate a big packet of fried beehoon then watched That's So Raven until 7.30. Then just slept in my pe clothes. Then when I woke up, tot it's like 4am like that, then felt so shuang. Haven't slept so heartily in weeks. Then i looked at my watch. wah lao. only 1am. Then cannot go back to sleep. Sian la. I can only sleep after a heavy meal, or during lecture, when there's the droning sound to lull me.
Today my day went well until PE. Always freaking sad during PE. I just left the court, hid in a corner, and called Ryl up to chat. Mostly hearing her talk, coz there's not much I dare to say with the risk of anybody hearing me. Seems like RJ have more feeling humans. Got ppl sad, got ppl cry. Then here, like everyone so happy and trouble-less. Then again, maybe in school I also seem happy and carefree. Am I a clown? Face always painted in a smile?
But in school, I'm happier coz got Pam and Ying. I like them coz I think they are very human and haha, very nice to me also. Very happy talking to Pam today! Okay, back to PE. Maybe I really don't like to play games coz of my anti-socialness or maybe I just can't play. If it's the latter, still not so bad. Heck la, I'll just go home at 4.30 on Thursdays. If not, woe be the group that I am in. Hmm, maybe when it's not raining, we'll be doing sth else for PE. I don't really mind doing pullups, or jumps... At least if i don't jump over the bar, won't hai4 anybody.
If I'm the PE teacher, I will make everyone run 2.4km every week, as training for napfa, then make them stretch. Do splits, handstand, bridges, cartwheels. Maybe can learn some cool cherrleading stuff. Or go swimming also can. Just swim laps, not play stuff like waterpolo. That kind i don't like. The ask everyone to pretend they are dolphins dancing in the water! And can play catching in the water! How fun! Or we can go iceskating too. But not play icehockey. I don't like too. Then ask everyone to pretend they are a fairy flying in the air. Playing catching on ice a bit too dangerous la, I won't make my class do that. Those ballet lessons for 5year olds are full of pretend games. The teacher will say "You are a swan! Glide gracefully, gracefully! No no, don't stomp like elephants" Won't PE lessons be damn fun under me?
It's 2.30am alr. Nobody online who will talk to me. Think i go and eat and watch tv until I feel sleepy again.
Today my day went well until PE. Always freaking sad during PE. I just left the court, hid in a corner, and called Ryl up to chat. Mostly hearing her talk, coz there's not much I dare to say with the risk of anybody hearing me. Seems like RJ have more feeling humans. Got ppl sad, got ppl cry. Then here, like everyone so happy and trouble-less. Then again, maybe in school I also seem happy and carefree. Am I a clown? Face always painted in a smile?
But in school, I'm happier coz got Pam and Ying. I like them coz I think they are very human and haha, very nice to me also. Very happy talking to Pam today! Okay, back to PE. Maybe I really don't like to play games coz of my anti-socialness or maybe I just can't play. If it's the latter, still not so bad. Heck la, I'll just go home at 4.30 on Thursdays. If not, woe be the group that I am in. Hmm, maybe when it's not raining, we'll be doing sth else for PE. I don't really mind doing pullups, or jumps... At least if i don't jump over the bar, won't hai4 anybody.
If I'm the PE teacher, I will make everyone run 2.4km every week, as training for napfa, then make them stretch. Do splits, handstand, bridges, cartwheels. Maybe can learn some cool cherrleading stuff. Or go swimming also can. Just swim laps, not play stuff like waterpolo. That kind i don't like. The ask everyone to pretend they are dolphins dancing in the water! And can play catching in the water! How fun! Or we can go iceskating too. But not play icehockey. I don't like too. Then ask everyone to pretend they are a fairy flying in the air. Playing catching on ice a bit too dangerous la, I won't make my class do that. Those ballet lessons for 5year olds are full of pretend games. The teacher will say "You are a swan! Glide gracefully, gracefully! No no, don't stomp like elephants" Won't PE lessons be damn fun under me?
It's 2.30am alr. Nobody online who will talk to me. Think i go and eat and watch tv until I feel sleepy again.