Today, I was sad again. It's becoming the norm every thurs afternoon. My 2 most hated lessons. Too much emotional energy, but I really don't dare to vent it. In school, people don't accept loners or crybabies. At home, don't want my mother to think her daughter is anything other than a nomal happy teenager. So, I can only express physical energy.

Walked 1hr 15min today, from SAJC to home. Suddenly felt like walking home when I was in the bus, so I just alighted. 14busstops. Super shuang. The weather is nice, my bag is light, and my mental todo-list temporarily empty. I wasn't tired. Followed the bus route. Everytime I pass a busstop, I will check my progress on the busguide. And got shops along the way where I can stop for milo or sweets. Will try walking home straight from school one day before I graduate. From my calculations, it will be a 2h 43min walk.

I'm so glad the macs near my house is now 24hours! Few days ago late at night, went macs to eat something. Wanted to eat there coz home is too boring. But didn't want to eat there coz I was alone, and in pajamas. Decided to eat there and enjoy the night. I was looking for a place where I can see people, but people cannot see me. But cannot find such a place, so I settled for a place where people cannot see me and I also cannot see them.

If I can be a mutant, I'll want the power of invisibility. Haha, there are so many ways to abuse that power. For starters, it means free admission to country clubs! Disneyland! Buffets!

I am much too indulgent for my own good, and I don't mean just sinful food.

Me to Mum: Hi!
Mum to me: Low!

Hahahaha, like I don't have enough of Grace and Bernard's lameness in school.