It's exactly New Year noon now. Listening to the church bells ringing. Past New Years have been a giddy mix of smses, hugs, auld lang syne, nostalgia, and excitement about the new school year. This one, reluctance to face the dark year ahead, guilt when I glance back at the past year, dispersed in heavy emptyness.

Have totally no idea where which unfortunate uni I will land up in. No confidence in keeping my friends after we all split up, or making new friends after being pampered by nice ones for so long. Want to watch old classics like Breakfast At Tiffany's, and lose myself and time.

Two drifters off to see the world
There's such a lot of world to see

"hai shi nu peng you bi jiao hao" Girls mean what they say. They are sensitive to your demanding emotional needs. (How many, or rather few, SNAGs are there actually!) They can do girly stuff with you without getting bored. "Boys are smelly." But to a guy, girls can be whiney, needy, PMS-ly erratic. He'd have to comment on skirts at orchard when he rather be playing bball with a guy friend. He'd have to pay for elegant dinners coz chivalry is never outdated. It's easier to live with someone of the same sex. Can enjoy economies of scale also. But we are made to love the opposite gender. For procreation. Is that love or just physical attraction/lust? Haha dunno, just my two cents worth. Sleepy already.

Wenqi told us bout this song! So sweet!! The Cao Ge's version is a reply to this one. Ask me if you want the mp3.

Superwoman
Karyn White

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me, ooh, baby

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you

But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all
You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk

You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed
I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same

You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair
I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me

Alrights. Camp. KYPAD rocks! Forgot to bring lampshade man. DnP YnA. Hahahaha. Shall just scan what I wrote during morning circle.