I just ate 2 bowls of porridge! Havent eaten home-cooked food since PW at pwmates homes. I think. CNY not counted. My granny loves me. Can taste in the porridge. -xing4 fu2- I miss p2 days! I think p2 days is the happiest period of my life. After colouring and singing in school, go home, do hw. Until 2pm. Then watch the 2pm show with Grandma. Just the 2 of us, quietly. Those sappy tcs serials that I'll lap up. I miss them! Then in evening parents will come home. Then the house will get noisy. Then eat dinner. Okayyy, nothing much. Just like that. But I was ignorant, bu zhi tian gao di hou, and very contented.

Now, my life feels flawed by all sorts of rubbish.

Yesterday I was super tired laaa! I wish my feet are detachable now.

Relief taught in the morn. Oh the poor souls had common tests. So I invigilator. Very tiring lehh. I rather be doing the paper! Oh well, last time I know how irritating noisy heels are. So I tried to walk silently. But I think its easier to just find a spot under a fan and stand there. And when walking around, have to make sure they not using calculator, or cheating... but then walk walk walk, the mind just wonder. Then I'll start smiling to myself again. Shucks.

I was super angry with some cleaner at Mandarin for tattling on me for eating in the kitchen. Steal a small bite nobody will die rite! Everyone also ma. Much as I'd like to say f him, I think he has ED. More than half of men aged 40-70 suffers from it I think. Zzzz... i think i'm just too used to people telling me to eat more, rather than don't eat.