"nobody understands me"
Of course. It'll be ridiculous to expect that. We can't understand anyone else completely either. If complexity can be quantified, humans will be infinitely complicated. What I enjoy about you, is the part I don't comprehend. The depth that I can only fantasize to reach. It's as refreshing as diving into cold water.
Me: -complains- You're harder to understand than phy s!
Someone i don't rmb who: I should like to think so. I don't want you reading me like a book.
(okay in retrospect, phy s isnt that hard. The joke falls. Changing it to math s more apt.)
Just to express some teenage angst before I retire as a teenager.
I am painfully aware of how much I suck. Up to this point of my life, I've been nothing but a failure. Scholarships, cannot get. Social life, barely existient. Love life, non-existient. Learn piano, torture myself with my utter lack of talent. As a student, teachers hate me. As a relief teacher, the other teachers hate me also. As a daughter, I'm a financial burden. A super huge one. I'm so lousyyy. =(
I'm so so insecure of my place in this world. I have nothing to live for, nothing to die for. I've lost the thing that can make me happy. And I'm not afraid of death, cos I'm just a walking corpse.
I'm wasting my youth, and the peak of my physical form. I don't want to work. I want to take part in triathalons, start an autobiography, continue fantasizing bout stopping rain, take many many pictures, go on a holiday, crash a poly, study uni textbooks...
But someone dowan to cook for me. Force me to eat out every meal. Someone dowan to give me pocket money. Someone force tuition assignments on me. Yahh, and so I'll pass the 19th year of my life adding a digit to my bank account. Oh yes, the same someone force me to apply medicine too. Which I won't mind if that someone can go for the interview for me.
Anyway, still on the root of all evil. I'm being owed $200+. Aiyahh, super paiseh to go and zhui1 zhai4. Still cant help thinking that it's 4days of rt, 10hours of tuition, 12cocktails, 25movies, 50macs student meal and 20 000 toilet trips.
And what can be better than fellatio in a foreign tongue. I can't live on chocolates and bananas alone.
Of course. It'll be ridiculous to expect that. We can't understand anyone else completely either. If complexity can be quantified, humans will be infinitely complicated. What I enjoy about you, is the part I don't comprehend. The depth that I can only fantasize to reach. It's as refreshing as diving into cold water.
Me: -complains- You're harder to understand than phy s!
Someone i don't rmb who: I should like to think so. I don't want you reading me like a book.
(okay in retrospect, phy s isnt that hard. The joke falls. Changing it to math s more apt.)
Just to express some teenage angst before I retire as a teenager.
I am painfully aware of how much I suck. Up to this point of my life, I've been nothing but a failure. Scholarships, cannot get. Social life, barely existient. Love life, non-existient. Learn piano, torture myself with my utter lack of talent. As a student, teachers hate me. As a relief teacher, the other teachers hate me also. As a daughter, I'm a financial burden. A super huge one. I'm so lousyyy. =(
I'm so so insecure of my place in this world. I have nothing to live for, nothing to die for. I've lost the thing that can make me happy. And I'm not afraid of death, cos I'm just a walking corpse.
I'm wasting my youth, and the peak of my physical form. I don't want to work. I want to take part in triathalons, start an autobiography, continue fantasizing bout stopping rain, take many many pictures, go on a holiday, crash a poly, study uni textbooks...
But someone dowan to cook for me. Force me to eat out every meal. Someone dowan to give me pocket money. Someone force tuition assignments on me. Yahh, and so I'll pass the 19th year of my life adding a digit to my bank account. Oh yes, the same someone force me to apply medicine too. Which I won't mind if that someone can go for the interview for me.
Anyway, still on the root of all evil. I'm being owed $200+. Aiyahh, super paiseh to go and zhui1 zhai4. Still cant help thinking that it's 4days of rt, 10hours of tuition, 12cocktails, 25movies, 50macs student meal and 20 000 toilet trips.
And what can be better than fellatio in a foreign tongue. I can't live on chocolates and bananas alone.