The existentialist. When I hold his hand, I want to reach right into the cold, squeaky smoothness of his dainty bones. Shyly hinting under the thin layer of diaphanous skin over his knuckles. When I lie on him, I can feel his breathing and pulse, not in sync, too acutely. That it quickens mine.
Reading God of Small Things now. First chapter only. Got this line very cute.
Where do old birds go when they die?
Why don't dead ones fall from the sky?
Haha and I read this somewhere, super funny rite! I'm being obsessed over rhymes.
A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy.
But if you want it broken, just give it to a boy.
So I wrote something about girls also:
They want diamonds, they want pearls.
They are demanding, they are girls.
Something I wrote last month. With a little help from sis. Inspired by Requiem for a Dream.
my wraith's medicine-sweet lips
the tantalising tingle of his hips
cloaked with white empty like an abyss
which i dive in with delirious bliss
scent of metal hung heavy in the air
refusing to fall- will i dare
to kiss the scarlet from his skin
to taste the tangy pulse within
buried in the darkess of his eyes
no need for cover from the skies
my trembling hands desperately implore
finding worn novelty and nothing more
I need more rhythm in my life, in my piano playing as well. But some things just get under your skin and stays there.
if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
right shoulder blade
any piercings?
three. on my ears. i still want my bellybutton one!
if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
french!
do you follow your horoscope?
nope
are you touchy feely?
i don't think so. only in my reveries perhaps.
do you believe that opposites attract?
"north poles and south poles of magnets attract." (quote randy) i don't think that's the case for people tho. initial intrigue of someone really different won't last. soulmates are more similar than different.
have you been burned by love?
nope.
ever been given a ring?
don't think so.
danced with your loved one before?
i loved everyone i danced with. except those random school mass dances with random people.
where would you rather be now?
in bed
what foods did you hate as a kid but love now?
towgay. ladies finger. damn nice la. and maybe alcohol.
ham or turkey at Christmas and Easter?
turkey of course!
what is one thing you don't like about your body?
does brain count? i hate my short term memory. and my underdeveloped amydglada. part of the brain responsible for emotions.
what is one thing you like about your body?
wrists. i like most thin people's wrists.
snailmail/telephone/sms/email?
snailmail or sms.
what sound do you wake up to most mornings?
usually handphone ringing.
ever donated blood?
nope. but i want to. need to gain weight first!
ever had a baby?
nope. closest i came was dreaming i was pregnant. nightmare ahh! every pharmacy i went to, to buy the test kit, i met someone i know. then cannot buy.
can you tie a cherry stalk with your tongue?
nope. but i'll learn!
movies you want to watch
license to wed, sherrybaby.
ever wished you could turn back time.
yar. of course la. many times. most often when i regret spotting the wrong chapters for exams.
favourite tv channels?
disney channel. HBO. Ch8.
favourite movies?
very many.
favourite celebrity?
maggie gyllenhaal!
favourite place to go on weekends?
town lor.
what's your favourite candy?
chuppa chups apple lollipop. good chocolates.
fave color?
red!
fave sport?
don't do sports. maybe swimming. read:voyeuring at the pool edge
what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
relient k- my girl's ex boyfriend
what were you doing at midnight last night?
at home watching tv? or maybe i was online.
what did the last text on your mobile say?
from mich. something about prata at biopolis. arghhh. super hungry now.
who's bed did you last sleep in that's not yours?
if sister's bed don't count, then ying's.
what are you wearing now?
hwa chong pe tee. st nicks shorts.
most recent movie you watched?
the bourne ultimatum. haha. uhh.. okay that don't count.
what did you have for dinner last night?
chicken, cheese, maceronie, potatoes, peachtea.
last thing that made you laugh?
randy's answer to one of these questions.
what was the last TV show you watched?
CSI NY
what was the last thing you complained about?
that silvanus's handwriting sucks.
what was the last thing you threw away?
juice bottle
what was the last website that you visited?
some health page. to check which part of the brain is responsible for emotions.
who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
mum. "where are you now? why not home yet?"
what's the last vivid dream that you remember having?
some waitress that cant speak english. it was quite a scary nightmare. i think i gave up talking to her.
song playing at the moment.
unintended- muse
last person you met for the first time
hmmm... oh i know! liyi!
what was the last game you played on the comp.
don't play games on comp lehh. maybe dave's finger ddr. meowwwww!
last person you saw.
sister
last person you said "i love you" to.
sister. she's idiotic sometimes, but still cute.
Reading God of Small Things now. First chapter only. Got this line very cute.
Where do old birds go when they die?
Why don't dead ones fall from the sky?
Haha and I read this somewhere, super funny rite! I'm being obsessed over rhymes.
A heart is not a plaything, a heart is not a toy.
But if you want it broken, just give it to a boy.
So I wrote something about girls also:
They want diamonds, they want pearls.
They are demanding, they are girls.
Something I wrote last month. With a little help from sis. Inspired by Requiem for a Dream.
my wraith's medicine-sweet lips
the tantalising tingle of his hips
cloaked with white empty like an abyss
which i dive in with delirious bliss
scent of metal hung heavy in the air
refusing to fall- will i dare
to kiss the scarlet from his skin
to taste the tangy pulse within
buried in the darkess of his eyes
no need for cover from the skies
my trembling hands desperately implore
finding worn novelty and nothing more
I need more rhythm in my life, in my piano playing as well. But some things just get under your skin and stays there.
if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
right shoulder blade
any piercings?
three. on my ears. i still want my bellybutton one!
if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
french!
do you follow your horoscope?
nope
are you touchy feely?
i don't think so. only in my reveries perhaps.
do you believe that opposites attract?
"north poles and south poles of magnets attract." (quote randy) i don't think that's the case for people tho. initial intrigue of someone really different won't last. soulmates are more similar than different.
have you been burned by love?
nope.
ever been given a ring?
don't think so.
danced with your loved one before?
i loved everyone i danced with. except those random school mass dances with random people.
where would you rather be now?
in bed
what foods did you hate as a kid but love now?
towgay. ladies finger. damn nice la. and maybe alcohol.
ham or turkey at Christmas and Easter?
turkey of course!
what is one thing you don't like about your body?
does brain count? i hate my short term memory. and my underdeveloped amydglada. part of the brain responsible for emotions.
what is one thing you like about your body?
wrists. i like most thin people's wrists.
snailmail/telephone/sms/email?
snailmail or sms.
what sound do you wake up to most mornings?
usually handphone ringing.
ever donated blood?
nope. but i want to. need to gain weight first!
ever had a baby?
nope. closest i came was dreaming i was pregnant. nightmare ahh! every pharmacy i went to, to buy the test kit, i met someone i know. then cannot buy.
can you tie a cherry stalk with your tongue?
nope. but i'll learn!
movies you want to watch
license to wed, sherrybaby.
ever wished you could turn back time.
yar. of course la. many times. most often when i regret spotting the wrong chapters for exams.
favourite tv channels?
disney channel. HBO. Ch8.
favourite movies?
very many.
favourite celebrity?
maggie gyllenhaal!
favourite place to go on weekends?
town lor.
what's your favourite candy?
chuppa chups apple lollipop. good chocolates.
fave color?
red!
fave sport?
don't do sports. maybe swimming. read:voyeuring at the pool edge
what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
relient k- my girl's ex boyfriend
what were you doing at midnight last night?
at home watching tv? or maybe i was online.
what did the last text on your mobile say?
from mich. something about prata at biopolis. arghhh. super hungry now.
who's bed did you last sleep in that's not yours?
if sister's bed don't count, then ying's.
what are you wearing now?
hwa chong pe tee. st nicks shorts.
most recent movie you watched?
the bourne ultimatum. haha. uhh.. okay that don't count.
what did you have for dinner last night?
chicken, cheese, maceronie, potatoes, peachtea.
last thing that made you laugh?
randy's answer to one of these questions.
what was the last TV show you watched?
CSI NY
what was the last thing you complained about?
that silvanus's handwriting sucks.
what was the last thing you threw away?
juice bottle
what was the last website that you visited?
some health page. to check which part of the brain is responsible for emotions.
who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
mum. "where are you now? why not home yet?"
what's the last vivid dream that you remember having?
some waitress that cant speak english. it was quite a scary nightmare. i think i gave up talking to her.
song playing at the moment.
unintended- muse
last person you met for the first time
hmmm... oh i know! liyi!
what was the last game you played on the comp.
don't play games on comp lehh. maybe dave's finger ddr. meowwwww!
last person you saw.
sister
last person you said "i love you" to.
sister. she's idiotic sometimes, but still cute.